Mena's Per-Log

Escapism by Ameena Qasim

2012-01-03T19:21:00.002Z

Evolution
Diffusion
Realism
All implemented into one

Viewpoint
Propriety
Prosperity
All have alternatives

Demaenor
Gesticulation
Reciprocation
All that have emerged

I am not here to rhyme
But here to make a confession
called Escapism

You only evolve when you are at the bottem
You only diffuse when you wake up feeling different
You only realise when you have a loss
A lose of a legend, not one of a bad memory
It is like living in the dark without a light switch
Until something approaches with a candle
called Escapism

Normally when you are at the seaside
You see people swimming on the surface
Yet no one wants to swim at the bottem level
Where you loose sight and suffocate
And eventually cannot make your way up
Sometimes you drown yourself there
But takes courage to be raised back to shore
Often called Escapism

You may not care to understand
You may not like what you see
You may not like what you read
You may not like who I am
But trust me
Being un-attached from you is
called Escapism

The mind
The body
The manner
The person I am now
Is for me, and not for you

And that is what you call
Escapism

A Pakistani Day Out! [Video]

2010-06-11T16:08:00.002+01:00

Winter Love by Ameena Qasim

2010-02-20T17:03:00.000Z

A person once told me
Human beings can love
Hot or cold
Either way you feel it

Love is Give
Love is Hurt
Love is Hard
Love is Soft

You do not cry when you loose someone
But it is still hurtful
You try sleeping while trying not to worry
But it is still hard
You show an heartless nature when insulted
But it is still devastating
You do not show feelings when love ones cry
But you still feel like giving

A person who does not
Kiss
Hug
Hold
Express
And show affection
It does not mean they do not care

It is just hard to love
Because it hurts...

You Know You're a Pakistani When... [Must Watch LOL]

2010-01-17T18:22:00.001Z

Found a Poem with no Title

2010-01-11T12:10:00.001Z

Well while I was cleaning up my bedroom I found this (see below)

Basically to sum this picture up, It was a picture that was made in my old infant school back in Gloustershire (those who don't know, I used to live there until 1997 when I moved to where I am currently, in Birmingham). Embarrassingly enough, the hand-prints you see here are my hand-prints from when I was maybe about 5/6 years old. I remember this picture was going to be done faintly, the only memory I have of this was when I was in infact school, a teacher held my hands and placed them into a bucket of red paint and I was then told to press them on a white piece of paper. I actually don't know how my prints went from a white blank piece of paper to this photo you see right here (see above).

As you can see, there's some writing on the picture and I can say that it is a poem. Sadly I don't think this wonderful poem has been written by me as I was too young to make such a beautiful creation. Unfortunantly this poem does not have a title although if I was to choose, I would call this either 'Little Fingers' or 'Karma'.

To finish this blog off, I'll show you the poem in written form since the poem you see on the photo (see above) is very blurry, It's a gorgeous poem so please take the time AND take your time to read this.

'The Poem with no Title (Little Fingers or Karma) by Unknown

There used to be so many
Of my fingerprints to see
On furniture and walls and things
From sticky, grubby me.

But if you stop and think awhile,
You'll see I'm growing fast.
These little fingers disappear,
You can't bring back what's passed.

So here's a small reminder
To keep, not wipe away.
Of little hands and how they looked,
To make you smile someday.

'Voice' by Ameena Qasim Vlog

2010-01-10T11:43:00.000Z

Voice [Updated] by A.Qasim

You want a voice
You need a voice
You've got a voice but
You do not have a voice

Voice,
It's a meaning
It's a feeling,
It's a sense
It's a thought hence
A sound

A volume of words
A door to expression
Sometimes you cannot
Hear it
See it
But you can feel it
...Unconditionally

In mind you want to hear, But cannot
In heart to want to feel, But cannot
In You... you must speak ...but cannot

You know you want to hear But you do not
You know you want to cry but you hold back
You know you must say something, but you then forget

Why...why you?
Why me?

The sudden voice goes...

'Someone' by Ameena Qasim Vlog

2010-01-05T15:09:00.001Z

Someone by A.Qasim

Wonder why Amber's in the corner
Wonder why Amber goes to phone her
'Friends' to speak how bad her
'Unit' can make her feel nothing

Wonder why she used to get beat up
Wonder why 'units' laugh at her but
'It doesn't matter you nut!'
Just as long as she feels nothing

Some people can be very bold
Yet so many can be very cold
Still Amber holds onto hope
Hoping she really isn't nothing

Amber can be the heart and soul
Instead faces so many foes
Let's hope one day she wakes up & goes
On the rooftops shouting 'I am...Someone!

Edward & Bella || It's All Coming Back To Me Now

2010-01-03T16:08:00.000Z

One of the best Fan Videos I have ever seen in a while! :D

Heartburn by Ameena Qasim

2009-12-23T18:14:00.002Z

The burning sensation in your chest
A ball sitting inside your throat
A cold shower within the stomach
The feeling of Heartburn

For the unlucky
For the naïve
For the Pisces
For whom they share too much with

The feeling of love… being blocked
Like a ball thrown into an invisible wall
The duty of loyalty with no result
As if being punched back in the face

Why stick to feelings with no meaning
Why carry on with the endless battle
Why hope without no effort
Why isn’t more enough

Priority by Ameena Qasim

2009-12-22T00:04:00.001Z

In the past it was just a word
A word that was not understood
A phrase that didn’t sink in
A truth that was felt a lie
Where was her state of mind?

Where was she
When her father has ear surgery?
Where was she
When her grandma left home?
Where was she
When her brother broke his hand?
Where was she
When her mother cried all night?

No where
To busy with her ‘Priorities’

She was here
When her friends had an accident
She was here
When her friend needed conforting
She was here
When her friend needed a laugh
She was here
When her friend needed a friend

What about her family?

Friends can talk to you but
Family can hug and kiss you
Friends lie without remorse but
Family lie with remorse
Friends are unreliable
Family are reliable
Friends have limited or no time but
Family have time for…you

You can’t choose your family but
You can choose your friends
Choose wisely because
Now she understands her ‘Priority’

New Moon || Tu Jahaan PREVIEW

2009-12-22T00:03:00.003Z

Music Hoes by Ameena Qasim

2009-12-22T00:02:00.000Z

It is Irresistible
It is Addictive
It is Passionate
It is Sexy

But…

It is Heartbreaking
It is Extreme
It is Personal
It is Disappointing

It could be the success of us
It could be the death of us

There are no rules
No start
No end
Only what is in between

Music Hoes, a never ending lifestyle…

Lupe Fiasco - Solar Midnite (from New Moon)

2009-12-22T00:00:00.003Z

Lion in Arab's House (really funny)

2009-12-21T23:51:00.001Z

Voice by Ameena Qasim

2009-12-21T23:49:00.003Z

You want a voice
You need a voice
You've got a voice but
You do not have a voice

Voice,
It's a meaning
It's a feeling,
It's a sense
It's a thought hence
A sound

A volume of words
A door to expression
Sometimes you cannot
Hear it
See it
But you can feel it
...Unconditionally

In mind you want to hear, But cannot
In heart to want to feel, But cannot
In You... you must speak ...but cannot

You know you want to hear But you do not
You know you want to cry but you hold back
You know you must say something, but you then forget

Why...why you?
Why me?

The sudden voice goes...

'The Runaways' Teaser Trailer

2009-12-21T23:48:00.003Z

Someone by Ameena Qasim

2009-12-21T23:47:00.000Z

Wonder why Amber's in the corner
Wonder why Amber goes to phone her
'Friends' to speak how bad her
'Unit' can make her feel nothing

Wonder why she used to get beat up
Wonder why 'units' laugh at her but
'It doesn't matter you nut!'
Just as long as she feels nothing

Some people can be very bold
Yet so many can be very cold
Still Amber holds onto hope
Hoping she really isn't nothing

Amber can be the heart and soul
Instead faces so many foes
Let's hope one day she wakes up & gone
On the rooftops shouting 'I am...Someone!

Robert Pattinson - All I want for Christmas

2009-12-21T23:45:00.004Z

Something to get any Robert Pattinson Fan into the Christmas spirit!

Project F.L.A.N.S

2009-12-21T23:43:00.000Z

Support This Site! ( I know some of you won't cause of no interest lol) Here

A Quote I need to really listen to

2009-12-21T23:40:00.002Z

"Sometimes it’s necessary to go a long distance out of the way in order to come back a short distance correctly"